colorful

Time it kills me everyday just asking you to stay

Just trying to find my way, it happens everyday

You don't know how much I, I need you
Please don't go
You're so wonderful
This I swear, this I know

What you do
When you do the things you do
They're so you

So thanks for your help

So stare and see that this is me,
and I will be just what I need to believe
that something is what I'm gonna be.
And what you do is what you do and what I do needs to be true.
The things I do maybe need to be thought through,
but just remember what's right for me, might be not right for you.

22 by MSTU

For the day I’m not here, when I’m gone and I’m sorry
If I don’t have time, you know what I mean
When I’m far, not far from here, when I’ve signed for another year
I’ll be so…you know

When the white old moon’s in the dead old sky
And you’re looking on from the window of your own room
It is such bad luck that you will not recover
Do you believe that?

Wake up, light. This place is my right
Night, city light, I can see to the field
And I’ll go there someday
I’ll look back and I’ll see my window

When the white old moon’s in the dead old sky
And you’re looking on from the window of your own room
It is such bad luck that you will not recover
Do you believe that?

You shouldn’t believe that a crack in the pavement
Is to break, not be broken
The cracks are in your mind – it’s full of holes
And you shouldn’t have believed that after all this time

Branch

Original date: April 18, 2008

We have different roads,
But doesn’t mean we can not integrate.

It depends on where the roads will be.
Roads destination.

As long as we have through the same roads destination,
We will meet at the end of the roads.

Give me Hi! And Hello….
So I will face this new road,
That could be same or different with you.

But don’t be afraid,
Cause what’s right for me,
Might be not right for you.

So thanks for your help.

stuck

Original date: April 18, 2008

Bosan melakukan sesuatu,
Tapi tak ada celah untuk melakukan sesuatu yang lain.

Masih dalam tahap pertimbangan,
Sebelum mencapai tahap keputusan.

Sadar atau tidak sadar, keputusan telah terjadi ketika waktu bergulir ke depan.
Hingga tiba pada suatu keadaan that the same things going on and on.

But don’t worry,
Cause everything is not the same.

There always be different,
Even you did the same things.
Cause time will not same.
Just take a good learn from it,
And do it cheerfully!

Enjoy

and

Smile

Harry Part 2

Original date: June 1, 2008

Dear Harry,

Nampaknya Harry mengalami sakit yang cukup parah. Aku harus segera membawanya ke dokter untuk diperiksa dan diobati.

Walaupun berat bagiku untuk membawa Harry ke dokter, namun inilah jalan yang harus kutempuh untuk menyelamatkannya agar aku bisa tetap bersamanya, karena ia telah menjadi bagianku.

Oh Harry, segala cara akan ku tempuh agar kau bisa bertahan. Tiap aku melihatmu lemah, jatuh, aku tidak berdaya untuk menahan kesedihan muncul ke wajahku. Segenap simpul senyuim yang tersimpan di kantong mukaku, terhalang untuk keluar.

Aku hanya ingin ini semua berakhir dan kita bisa merasakan kebahagiaan kembali.

Seperti apakah kebahagiaan itu?
Hanya aku dan kamu yang merasakannya.
Kau tahu Harry….

Harry Part 1

Original date: May 29, 2008

Dear Harry,


I'm sorry that I have not pay attention to you before.
You have been warned me, but I had ignored you.
So this is reality that I have to face.

Regret is useless.
Problem unfinished.
I have to find the solutions and implement it.
I hope you were not going forever.
I hope, after I have watched and cared,
You will come back and
Shine, growth, wondrous,Beautiful…

Let's start all over again now